~ Am I wrong? ~

In my heart, I really don't know what to say. Whenever I ask for an answer, it doesn't give me one. No matter how much I think about it, there's still is not reason to stop or a reason to go through with it. It makes me feel like I'm turning him into somekind of project, when he's not. I really don't want to hurt him...but what choice do I have? What am I suppose to do? Either way, the two of us are just using each other right? That's how it feels like...We're just using each other. I keep thinking that if I go through with the plan, he'll just use me then leave. So why not use him? Why not experiment with him and see how far I can get?


Even though, I think of these things, I'm too human to go through with. I want him to see the world differently. But what can I do? What can I do to make him realize that the world doesn't revoved around money? That the world isn't just a place to play. Just how can I do it? Just how?

...Neverless, the thought of us using each other...
...It's not wrong, is it?...

...I'm not wrong, Am I?...

~ Empty Bond ~

An empty bond, that's what it is. No love, no compassion, no emotions, nothing at all.

Yet, there's this string that ties us together.

That's how it feels like...an empty bond.

We are together, yet we don't love each other.
We don't see each other more than friends.

We can't see how are future will be or how it will end.

Yet, there is this bond that ties us together.

A bond so strong that we both can't break free....

But do tell, it is just me or do you feel the same way too.

It is all just an empty bond for you?

It is just something you have to do because you can't get away from it?

What is the true reason behind this?
What was suppose to come out of it?

Please tell me if you have the questions.

I would love to know.