~ Am I wrong? ~

In my heart, I really don't know what to say. Whenever I ask for an answer, it doesn't give me one. No matter how much I think about it, there's still is not reason to stop or a reason to go through with it. It makes me feel like I'm turning him into somekind of project, when he's not. I really don't want to hurt him...but what choice do I have? What am I suppose to do? Either way, the two of us are just using each other right? That's how it feels like...We're just using each other. I keep thinking that if I go through with the plan, he'll just use me then leave. So why not use him? Why not experiment with him and see how far I can get?


Even though, I think of these things, I'm too human to go through with. I want him to see the world differently. But what can I do? What can I do to make him realize that the world doesn't revoved around money? That the world isn't just a place to play. Just how can I do it? Just how?

...Neverless, the thought of us using each other...
...It's not wrong, is it?...

...I'm not wrong, Am I?...