A Night with You

Looking around, there's only darkness around me.
No one here but me,
suddenly I hear a voice call my name.
Turning around I see you looking into my eyes,
looking deep down in to my soul.
Where I've been soo cold.

Pulling me into your arms, I knew that I would be safe again.
Planting one kiss on my lips, you then fade into the night.
How I desire to hold you so close, and smell that sweet scent of tabacco.
But how my dreams can betray my thoughts, I get pushed so far away.
So close to falling deeper into the darkness.

Then once again you come into my dreams,
like a haunting nightmare that doesn't fade away.
Pulling me into your arms, telling me that I was reckless doing such a thing.
Telling me how much you still want to be with me.
Do you realize how much pain you have put me through?
If I could, I would tie you to me so I'll never lose you again.

But what am I saying, you're gone now and I can't do a thing about it.
I can't help but stand on the sidelines and pray for the best.
I can't hold you like I always had.
I can't kiss you like I always desired.
I can't...

The things that I desire is nothing more than dreams.
But how can they be dreams when even in my dreams they don't come true.
I want you. I really want you. But how?
How can I get you back?
How can I shine for you?

Now, the darkness returns and all I can do is fade into the background.
Going with the darkness and becoming one with them.
Because you won't be here to pull me out anymore.
Because you can never reach for me ever again.

This is my goodbye and I wish you then best at whatever you do.
But please, when you're feeling down or sad, remember me.
I'll still be here no matter what.
Because all I have have left are my dreams.